OGO Ride with Jack and his classmates!

I’m so glad that I went for OGO! I was so scared I’d get my chng tng. :O Yes, it seems like I keep mixing with Asians here. hahaha. oh well. they’re cool asians.

I’m so glad that I went for OGO! I was so scared I’d get my chng tng. :O Yes, it seems like I keep mixing with Asians here. hahaha. oh well. they’re cool asians.

Finally saw a rainbow across the lake during work! Can’t really be seen in this picture. But it was really clear and it seems like i could really go to its end.
Yesterday while waiting for the lift, i bumped into Tony.
Tony: You must be excited to go back Singapore. Back to your boyfriend.
Before I even realised, these words came out naturally.
Hannah: haha. Yeah. And I don’t have a boyfriend! I do have someone that I like. But he has a girlfriend though. :/
I seriously feel like kicking myself for being so affected by him.

It’s not like I chose not to fast. So yeah.
I’m not working today, tomorrow and possibly on Wednesday too. I didn’t work yesterday nor Saturday. So technically, I’m having 5 days off consecutively. :>
My plans for today?
NOTHING.
I wanted to ask Alex out and convince him to drive me to Hamilton. But I didn’t have the guts to call. Sometimes, I feel like kicking myself for being such a wuss. I might walk to the Lake Front and grab a bench and read a book and drink Starbucks since it’s so sunny outside.
I wanted to go to Amara Hotel where James once took us to chill out and have coffee. But it’s too far away. That’s what you get for coming to New Zealand without a driver’s license, Hannah.
Anyways, on Saturday Night, after watching The Curious Case of Benjamin Button on tv, me and Amirah attempted to sleep. Obviously we failed. So, we kinda had a bedtalk. I talked about my regrets of letting the guy I liked slip through my fingers because of my big ego. Literally slip through my fingers and into the arms of another girl. :/
Then, we started singing songs that we can relate to like, Adele’s Someone Like You and Don’t You Remember and The Script’s For The First Time, Beyonce’s Best Thing I Never Had. hahahahha.
I might not say it. But I’m glad that Amirah came to New Zealand too and that she’s my roommate. She’s practically like a sister to me now. The sister I never had. hahahaha. I bet Amirah is gonna laugh if she reads this. LOL.
I’m glad Amirah turned out to be the kind of Malay girls that I can get along with. And that’s rare. I can possibly count the number of Malay girls that I can get along with using my ten fingers. And what strikes me is how similar we are. Our taste in boys. LOL. Our taste in music. Our height! How our clique of friends from secondary school knew each other. You’re a good mate. :)
there’s so many stuff that I wanted to blog about but whenever I get on the internet, I’m just like:
Anw, I’ve got four days off soon! I soooooooo wanna get out of this town! Should I try contacting Alex to see if he’s free? :? Idkkkkkk.
Anyways, I was cleaning one of my light-serviced rooms today when suddenly, the guest came back to his room. He was like, “Goodness me, I’m so sorry about the terrible mess! I just grabbed anything that I needed and went for breakfast. That’s why it’s so messy.”
I told him it was alright and that I’ve been to messier rooms. Then he turned around and winked at me and laughed and said, “Good on me, then, huh?”

AHAHAHA. so cute. omg.
Anyways,this week has been really crappy. I don’t know why I’m so slow at my rooms. Well, to be exact, it’s not entirely my fault. I always get the lousiest room list compared to the other two. I’m like, wtf? Ang Siang gets only 12 rooms and I get 16 rooms? And I had the most check-out rooms. So, it depends on my luck I guess. And I hate the feeling that someone has to help me with my rooms. Makes me feel damn incompetent. Two days straight, Amirah has been helping me with my rooms. oh well.
it’s gonna be all check-outs tomorrow. i’m praying that the linen storeroom would be well-equipped, no family rooms, little crockery used and a fucking good vacuum please.

It was so cold in the morning that Carol and Ridvik’s car’s windshied frosted! The frost on the plants looks like snow! I hope it snows in Rotorua this year!
OMG. i swear i wasn’t expecting this at all.
We went to Ambience to eat dinner. Apparently, the two were making up for the botched up birthday lunch yesterday. I asked Amirah what time we were going out and she said 7pm. But we reached Ambience early at around 6.45pm.
Then, at around 7pm, I saw Baljinder walking into Ambience. I was like, “OMG! How come you’re here!”
Then, he sat right beside me. I was wondering what was going on and it turns out that the two had planned this. I was like, “You fucking bitches! WHY YOU DO THIS TO MEEEEEEE.”
Baljinder was just like:

He ended up buying the same dish as me.
Baljinder: Hannah, you look really pretty today.
Hannah:
Hannah: Are you eating here too?
Baljinder: Only if you’d like me too.
The two started teasing me and saying to Baljinder how much I liked him. Then, he turned to me and said straight to my face, “So, do you like me?”
I couldn’t answer at all.
Then we walked to the lake and around town. All the way, talking to Baljinder. I don’t know why I was so shy around him. I felt like some virgin sia. Not that I’m saying I’m not. -.-!
Baljinder: I realise you don’t look at me in the eyes when you talk to me. Why is that?
Hannah: urrrrr. idk.
Baljinder: Come! Look at me in the eyes!
I couldn’t.
In short, when we decided to part, Baljinder shook hands with the other two. And when it was my turn, he took my hand and pulled me towards him and kissed my right cheek.
Literally went like:

Then Ang Siang said, ” Wah you not bad arh, Ridvik kissed your forehead, the european guy kissed your left cheek. Now, Baljinder kissed your right cheek. Only left your mouth.”
-.-!
hahaha. The title of this post makes me feel pathetic. :/
Today, I was quite excited to meet J! When my lovely gorgeous friend told me she was going to NZ in July when I talked to her in April, I thought she was joking! OMG J BBBBBBBB. I missed you sooooo fucking much.
But she wasn’t gonna stay in Rotorua. So, that kinda bummed me out. :/
Her bus was due to arrive at 12pm. But forever-late me arrived late and almost missed her! When I reached the Tourism Centre, I saw the NakedBus and Intercity Bus parked outside already. There were tons of people getting off the bus but I didn’t see her at all.
Suddenly, someone tapped me on my shoulder. When I turned around, I thought it was some stranger cos this girl had short hair. And the last time I saw Jessie, she had long wavy girly hair.
J: Hannah!
Hannah: *totally stumped and wondering wtfhshewas*
J: Seriously? You don’t recognise me, old friend?
Hannah: OMG! OMG! OMG! Bitch! What did you do to your hair!!! *jumping up and down*
J: Like it? I look cuter with short hair, don’t I? Anw, I want you to meet someone!
Then, came this girl who introduced herself as Dana. Apparently, she’s J’s gf. OHWOWOWOW. I didn’t know how to react, seriously. anyways, it feels really good to see her again after 3 years! OMG. Yes. 3 FREAKING YEARS! Found a spot at the Tourism Centre’s cafe and chatted quite a bit because her bus leaves at 12.30pm. :(
then, went to Uncle Neil’s because Amirah texted she and Ang Siang wanted to eat at 1.30pm. I was like,”Oh mannnnnnnnn. I’m not hungry. Why lunch? why not dinner? :(“
So, I just went there and Ang Siang told me to order something. but I seriously didn’t feel like eating anything at all. All I wanted was time alone. Then, I kinda told him about meeting J just now. But he was mostly doubting me. He was mostly like, “Seriously? Just so happened to come here on your birthday?” Whatever. I have nice friends.
Then, the two ordered something to eat and I was just sitting there doing nothing. So, I left them while they were eating. Oh! And I think I dropped the note that they wrote for me. Must have flown away because of the wind. Oh well. :/
so yesterday, I was cleaning one of my light-serviced rooms. The guest was also inside the room. I slowly chatted with her and she asked me what I wanted to do in the future. I was dumbstruck-ed by her question.
I used to be so sure about joining the tourism industry. But I guess, I don’t know exactly what I want anymore. I used to want to be a professional make-up artiste. then, I wanted to be a nurse. then i wanted to be a dj. urgh. why the insecurity?
